jayivan

my heart untethered:
an atom in search of its bomb

i’ll love you til i’m wrinkled and dry,
when my beauty comes from your loving, wet eyes

little has more meaning to me
than staring into the sunset tree 

firefly dusk
jasmine dawn

may violent winds that thrash and bray
produce the space for vines to play

cling to the foolish 
for only the fool clings

fleeting beauty doesnt flee

it waits for rain to set it free

beauty believer

phantom love deceiver

boys in the bubbles,

we’ve never seen such troubles—

words escape

this soundspace

crisscrossing desire

with live electrical wire

we fell from the skies

a sunshower in the forest

our insistence

our existence

when all you have is pain to share,
shush it up—folks just dont care

bury your heart to set if free
in a red hot kiln of apostasy

he had no chance
not with that phantom dance

you set the spark
then snuffed the flame

i must release
this brain crease

when you withdraw
the ice never thaws

why am i pursuing you?
im curious to discover too

enough with the dark
what a fucking lark

a hungry heart
aint love smart

this persistance,
just insistence

those wings,
just rings

ever fall in love too soon
and every moon’s a blue moon?

dont mind me
yoko moments

tossing flowers
over prison walls

dismantled cairns
guide lovers lost

stretched and stretching further,
your taut chest rises with each billowy breath

compressed by fever
truth shines in few lines

flick the match,
the tree of life burns bright

sweat drips on cedar
planks — salty histories cast
tea-leaf mysteries

settlers of the sexual frontier:
the warfires call you home

‪Water Protectors wintering 1000
Duterte slaughtering 6000

touch received
touch given

slip the grip—
this ship lists

do not Order me:

I am sequential 

The sea swallows its tongue,
shudders